December 21, 2011

Silly Girl

I think I am really angry RIGHT NOW! It's either that or it is that I went running this morning and I am now running a fever, I don't know if that can make you sick... can it ??? Anyway I pretty sure I am MAD!

I think it's great when someone decides to inspire you but ...what if that suddenly stops.
And along with that support went a friendship. Well I am here to tell you that it SUCKS!

I wasn't going to post this but, It goes perfectly with taking on a dream AND  I think one day I will look back and I will be stronger. And say HAHA I proved you wrong!

I wish I could say that I am not the one in wrong but indeed, I am. I held on so much to what they had to say that when it was up to me, I crumbled and lost sight of what I really wanted. I kinda let my dream out the widow. Ah silly girl.

But, today is a new day! I have felt this anger before today but, today I have ACTED on my anger. And I let go of it, I have seen my problems and I know that someday I will forgive, and this will be something in the past but, today oh today I am MAD! Don't get me wrong I am not mad at the people or myself, I am mad at this situation and that I haven't done anything about it until right now.  I am happy that I am angry.... hahaha real! I am going to let this fuel me and my dream until it runs out and by then I will have nothing to be MAD at. Well, at least I am going to try, and I can't be mad at that.

Well what else can I say, I am going to write these feelings away.
Love,
Karli Marie

p.s. Sometimes you need different kinds of fuel for A BIG DREAM

December 12, 2011

the truth is...

I recently watched The Help, what can I say I loved it!  It was so inspirational! A quote stuck out to me
"God says we need to love our enemies.It’s hard to do, but it starts with telling the truth". –Aibileen
Now I do not currently have an enemy but, I know in my own way, I am my own worst enemy. 

So I am going to list some truths about me! 

 truth be told...
- I want to change the world

- I Want to be a youtube Sensation with my sister (HAHA)  
Everybody Talks" Neon Trees Dance

- I am afraid to achieve my dreams 

- I can't help but look at my ruby red sparkly nail polish It screams "CHRISTMAS"

- I love crying in the Shower
- I try not to expect much 
-I giggle snort giggle snort when something is funny :)


- I live my "love life"through singing Taylor Swift songs 
- I Love pulling things off last minute
- Today I just wanted to break out into song (Sparks Fly T-swift)  and Preform for everyone around me but,I thought people would think it was a flash mob.
I didn't want anyone to be disappointed.  That it was just me singing. HAHAHA!

So there are some truths about me. 


I am going to work on saying the truth, to LOVE myself and Not to be afraid of Greatness.


Truth be told... I like my blog 


Love, 
Karli Marie


p.s. The Truth is...we all have something to say 

October 15, 2011

Unique cup of TEA

Hey, 
I just had the thought," What could be a better time to write a BLOG? I am kinda tired, my eyes are super DRY and I probably say weird things!" 
And I said, " YES! This is SMART"
Okay, I am done having a conversation with myself.Wait isn't that what a BLOG is???
HA Ha !! If so I am game. 
I love writing to myself. I have this notion that if I write it down, that one day someone will read it and it will mean something to them. This is why I write in my journal every night. Now, I don't write just so my future kids will one day read it, I write because, one day I will need it. So here I am writing to myself about why I write to myself. NEAT! 


What Do I want to say right now? What do I need To hear? 
I was just on Twitter. (It's just so fun) but, I saw this wonderful quote

"Remember that you are unique. If that is not fulfilled, then something wonderful has been lost." - Martha Graham

Yep, that is it. I needed to hear that. Sometimes I forget that I am unique...okay lets be honest I am reminded that I am different EVERYDAY! hahahaha :) 
The funny thing about me is that I like being different....I actually LOVE it. 

I am different  because, I choose to be. I think that is one of the smartest choices I have ever made. 

Today I have been reminded of the many roads in my life I could have taken. WOW! Some of those were pretty scary. But, I didn't pick the road where I was walking in a shadow of someone else Thank goodness! I have been  uniquely paving my road in all different directions...literally. 

Me being me is something new everyday. But, it is who I am. CRAZY! Hahaha!!! 
I didn't really mean to write a blog about how weird I am to figure out that I am WEIRD! 

So here is my positive note. Everyday we all have something to complain about. RIGHT! So maybe instead of using all of our thoughts/time on that little bit of life's discomfort, we should embrace it, make it help us. 

The people who actually know me, know that life hasn't always been the perfect cup of TEA. I love it.I would not be the UNIQUE person that I am today without my unique cup of tea I was given. I love the cup I was given, even though it's a little glued together.


 I am one who likes to write out the beautiful problems that consume my valuable time. But, why not write down what really is beautiful in my life? I have no REASON to complain!


 I use to wear this ring on my finger my first year at Tuacahn, I use to call it the WIATF (what am I thankful for) ring (wow that is such a long title). 
It was a constant reminder, that I always had something to be thankful for. 


So tonight I am thankful for
  • A pen & paper
  • My family, my friends, and the people who don't really know me but, they have changed my life.
  • Clean drinking water
  • I live in the United States (Freedom of Religion)
  • My love for the ARTS
  • The smell of WINTER
  • Laughing Humor (HAHAHA)
  • The Road I get to pave
  • Trails 
  • My Dreams
I could go on for days... which is kinda my goal. 
Life is good. When I make it that way. 


Love, 
          Karli Marie


p.s. We all have something to be THANKFUL for


May 17, 2011

1st BLOG

Hello!
Well I will start off by telling you the reasons for my BLOG! I never thought I would get a BLOG because, I didn't want to write personal crazy things that I would regret. But, why did I change my mind. I just read my friends blog and that was it I needed one. Not because, I need to talk about myself I just need to get the swirling words out of my head and let someone else read them. Now here I am my last week of High School (I should be studying for a final ) and I am writing a BLOG. I choose to move away from my family my sophomore year of High school and go to a PREFORMING ARTS SCHOOL, thats not the reason for my blog, It's like this you move away and all of your friends move on isn't that crazy...ha nope it's bound to happen. I know that but, when you "stalk" them (look at there social media  pages) you realize that you really aren't apart of their lives. Which in turn is super NEAT because, I will be leaving to move home in one week. Leaving all of these lovely people I have gotten to know. ALL apart of LIFE!
           So challenging yourself. Why, do I love it? I don't know. It's not like I have a party every time I start something insane and unattainable. I don't think hey that will probably make me want to cry, or work 20 times more then anyone. No, I just do it. I just make it the only option, really I guess there is another option, but not for me. I am not saying I hurt myself and cause my own misery, oh far from it. Like DANCE is really something I work on ( it's not as easy as it looks) or being involved in everything like Student council,National Honor Society, Dance Company, Drama IV,Hyperion, and that doesn't give the best description of  rehearsal after rehearsal, sweat, pain, planning, meetings,studying,blood and endless hours of WORK! Ha! But,today I finally realized that in one week it will all be over. I almost cried. Not because, I will miss the people don't get me wrong I will. But, I can't believe that I did it! I made it! I remember the days, I would count down everyday until weekends,holidays and everyday in the future. Suddenly the countdown didn't have a place in my day. I couldn't count down when all I needed was to LIVE and WORK on what was in front of me. Which brings me to the question why do we focus on a better day when we can LIVE today BETTER!
               I have had a DREAM for a really long time. And I know that I am not near it at all. But, life isn't about jumping to the end of the book. It's about each step, every emotion, challenge, the relationships with  the PEOPLE you love, helping people, and making sure you are continuing to grow and be the BEST that you can BE! I don't know when or where my DREAM will happen. And I think my dream will change and greow into what I need. It will in the end be the way I lived my LIFE!
           I am graduating in one week. my journey doesn't end there. And I will document it here. I hope you enjoy your journey "things will never be the same" and you have the choice to MAKE THE MOST OF EACH DAY! ( this saying hangs on my wall in NEON stocky notes) I love life :) (love life or it will love you)
 Love,
              Karli Marie
p.s. your dream is just beginning :)