my hidden retreat

I sit by the fire and watch Psych

I get a sunburn on my arms

I lay by my dog

I read my book

I lay on the ground

I search

I breathe

I look

I can't find

I return

I color

It's like she can sense it

she cuddles me

She knows

I know

but we can't find it

we just sit

I can't color in the lines