Hello!
Well I will start off by telling you the reasons for my BLOG! I never thought I would get a BLOG because, I didn't want to write personal crazy things that I would regret. But, why did I change my mind. I just read my friends blog and that was it I needed one. Not because, I need to talk about myself I just need to get the swirling words out of my head and let someone else read them. Now here I am my last week of High School (I should be studying for a final ) and I am writing a BLOG. I choose to move away from my family my sophomore year of High school and go to a PREFORMING ARTS SCHOOL, thats not the reason for my blog, It's like this you move away and all of your friends move on isn't that crazy...ha nope it's bound to happen. I know that but, when you "stalk" them (look at there social media pages) you realize that you really aren't apart of their lives. Which in turn is super NEAT because, I will be leaving to move home in one week. Leaving all of these lovely people I have gotten to know. ALL apart of LIFE!
So challenging yourself. Why, do I love it? I don't know. It's not like I have a party every time I start something insane and unattainable. I don't think hey that will probably make me want to cry, or work 20 times more then anyone. No, I just do it. I just make it the only option, really I guess there is another option, but not for me. I am not saying I hurt myself and cause my own misery, oh far from it. Like DANCE is really something I work on ( it's not as easy as it looks) or being involved in everything like Student council,National Honor Society, Dance Company, Drama IV,Hyperion, and that doesn't give the best description of rehearsal after rehearsal, sweat, pain, planning, meetings,studying,blood and endless hours of WORK! Ha! But,today I finally realized that in one week it will all be over. I almost cried. Not because, I will miss the people don't get me wrong I will. But, I can't believe that I did it! I made it! I remember the days, I would count down everyday until weekends,holidays and everyday in the future. Suddenly the countdown didn't have a place in my day. I couldn't count down when all I needed was to LIVE and WORK on what was in front of me. Which brings me to the question why do we focus on a better day when we can LIVE today BETTER!
I have had a DREAM for a really long time. And I know that I am not near it at all. But, life isn't about jumping to the end of the book. It's about each step, every emotion, challenge, the relationships with the PEOPLE you love, helping people, and making sure you are continuing to grow and be the BEST that you can BE! I don't know when or where my DREAM will happen. And I think my dream will change and greow into what I need. It will in the end be the way I lived my LIFE!
I am graduating in one week. my journey doesn't end there. And I will document it here. I hope you enjoy your journey "things will never be the same" and you have the choice to MAKE THE MOST OF EACH DAY! ( this saying hangs on my wall in NEON stocky notes) I love life :) (love life or it will love you)
Love,
Karli Marie
p.s. your dream is just beginning :)
